Humans have always hidden behind the word instinct, the instinct that drives us, the sexual desires that distract us

Forgetting that all of this is just a subconscious need for immortality

A need to always stay, if not as us, but as our sperms or eggs . 

Driven by the fear of spending immortality alone

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